Archive for the ‘Self-Indulgent’ Category
Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009
Here we have CBC. A national broadcaster that really feels like the heart of Canada to me. Maybe not the whole heart, but certainly a chamber.
One of the programs run on CBC Radio One on Saturday mornings is North by Northwest which has resurected a segment called Lost Childhood Books. ...
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Sunday, September 14th, 2008
And then there were none.
YAY!
So much love and appreciation goes out to my core care team team. Feeling the love and feeling blessed. SP, EM, AN and KC... I have no words that are adequate. TO my Sista I could not be more grateful for a safe harbour. I looked ...
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Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008
This time next week I'll be waking up to my first full day with a big chunk missing.
Can I be more appreciative of SP, NC, KC, EM and AN? Getting to here, which today feels like one I should spend in my new (!!!) bed, has been.... I don't know. ...
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Saturday, August 2nd, 2008
Who knew that a 60lb rabid porcupine crossed with a ball of lava trying to fight it's way out of one's body could be so highly resistant to tylenol3. Thank goodness that it doesn't bung me no matter how much I eat. THANK GAWD for that.
Happy Pride indeed.
Here's to days ...
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Thursday, July 10th, 2008
I keep forgetting that in addition to chronic pain and discomfort (hence being constantly drug affected), that alien babies also cause hormonal imbalances which can lead to emotional sensitivity, mood swings, anemia induced fatigue - no, exhaustion - and insomnia among other things.
While I fight denial of fact, and in ...
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Sunday, June 22nd, 2008
[emerging from the shadows of listening]
I been tracking some of the writing that has appeared since I return to writing with tales of the texture that my life has on a "this is 2008!?" level.
It always amazes/amuses me what people will speak to or address and what they won't. The ...
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Thursday, June 19th, 2008
How do I know?
'Cause the gauntlet was throw down to show up. To acquire some skills. To GET IT. And to have the courage to figure out what that meant to move through the world so that complicity is not a part of what I have to deal with in ...
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Monday, June 16th, 2008
I heard the news today OH BOY
WHEW! It's going to be horrific and then OH. SO. FUCKING...
GOOD
I don't qualify for the wait list. Looks like I'll get fast-tracked to one of the spots in July. "TOO SOON" I said. Thinking about the Bride of Pride event in August and the ...
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Thursday, April 24th, 2008
My body has been failing me. Miserably.
And folks keep stepping up to the plate. Even through my complete and utter lack of expectation in humanity. Which is not about bitterness. It's about self reliance and about allowing people to operate within their capacities without guilt or obligation.
My body is failing ...
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Thursday, April 24th, 2008
GAG.
I gag and gag and gag.
Sometimes I find a way to don my good girl face. Generally I look for the silver lining.
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Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008
I was told I would end up paying. And I did. Big fucking surprise. There are always only a handful of folks willing to stick up their heads like whack-a-moles and eventually, no matter how skilled, they get thumped.
I wish I could withdraw the bounty I offered up - well ...
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Monday, March 31st, 2008
My collegue asked me:
How do you feel?
 And lacking the strength not to unload I said:
Like shit.
I'm tired, and I'm scared, and I'm tired of feeling scared, and all of my emotions are TOO close to the surface. Especially, as I said to my supervisor today, when one has to ...
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Thursday, March 27th, 2008
I've been thinking about my piece of stone lately. About its size and quality.
This is the result of some concentrated work I did over the weekend with a SPECTACULAR group of women. My insides have been shifted and my sense of self is definitely on the move.
Over the last 12 ...
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Tuesday, September 25th, 2007
Huh. I did one of those online test things:
Do you have an inclination for BDSM?
I'd like to know what questions put me into what category. There are a bunch of things that I answered in the middle because they weren't clear enough to me, and quite a few where I ...
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Wednesday, July 11th, 2007
It is true that over time I have had the honour/pleasure of being able to interact with the stone of a few different butches. I have my own and so I do understand that there is a burden and a responsibility that comes that. When a person finds themselves capable ...
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Friday, June 29th, 2007
I love his chest.
And unlike the multitude of breasts i was surrounded by last night, I don't see them in the same way at all.
His chest is large enough that re-constructive surgery will mean repositioning of the nipple. That boy can practically cum from his nipples. They are one of ...
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Saturday, May 19th, 2007
I describe myself as being Kinda Stoney.
I use that in relation to my physical body and in relation to my emotional self as well.
As a low-femme who likes cisfemale folk who express themselves or live along the masculine spectrum this can be a *little* challenging.
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Saturday, March 31st, 2007
Oh those kids over at OK Cupid...
http://www.okcupid.com/online.dating.persona.test
The Playstation
Random Gentle Sex master (RGSMf)
Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation.
You're a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It's therefore highly likely that you're attractive, and you're certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of ...
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Saturday, March 31st, 2007
LOL! Oh those online quiz things:
http://www.okcupid.com/online.dating.persona.testÂ
The Playstation - Random Gentle Sex master (RGSMf)
Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation.
You're a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It's therefore highly likely that you're attractive, and you're certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy ...
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Friday, March 16th, 2007
1> What do your BDSM scene friends call you?
It depends on their relationship to me. Lady Kona, Ma'am, Kona, Mama... Imp, brat-top, scary, intimidating, sadistic, ... LOL!
1b> What would you like for us to call you?
I think Kona would do just fine
2> How old are you? Location? Race?
This year I'll ...
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